The what so called as 'Secret'

Believe me , our life is full of secret . Secret that we kept to ourselves , secret that we kept between our families and secret that we kept between our friends. There is no denial that all of us have secrets and sometime is it kinda complicated when you knew about somebody secret

and..

It is all depend on you whether you want to share about it or not. Like you ever had a conversation with one of your friend which goes like this :

Justin : Yo Glen ! I called Henry to hangout with us today and he said he couldn't make it . he also said he doesn't feel well today . Man ! there must be something wrong about him today .. likeee he's hiding something from both us. can't you tell ?
Me : ( I know what's goin on actually, should I tell him ? no no I can't . That's goin to be bad ) Sorry Justin , I have no idea too . Who knows whether his excuses was because he wanna go out with his GF today right ? hehe
Justin : IKR ! I knew it man ! I knew it .. naa let us just grab our brunch without him . Being single rules !
Me : Yay ( I'm so dead ) let's go XD

Now you see where this things could go ? well to DISASTER ! Tell me about it

Statement up there is not me alright .. I just made it all up .No worries XD
But , when it comes to serious type of secret you need to be extra careful . Because believe me there's one day when we speak without thinking or not fully synchronize with our brain , the stuff eventually come out and opppsss CODE RED . or a fight ? a small quarrel ?( The most impossible to happen :D) or idk .. World war II i think ? All of that can possibly happen . Except that small quarrel XD.

The things is, we're just a human being . We sometime can be reckless you know and tend to make a mistake in live . But we can always improve ourself in other to make things to be more better than we used to be . So, any time you talk with somebody, shut down , close and lock up all the secrets which you do not want to reveal in your mind so that you can perform a normal person to person talk . waitt! It called conversation ! silly me XD .

That way , your secret stay and you're save . Everyone have their own ways to keep their secret tho and that's my way to do it so idk how about you ?

write soon people ! Hasta la vista XD

Marriages

             Do you ever wonder that one day you will find your soul mate and go dating , and then get into relationship and then get marry ? Even though I am not one of the person who are in relationships .But , I can see my ideal type of .. no no.. I mean the characteristic .. no wait.. hmm .. I got it! what my term of 'Marry' one day . Does it sounds clear ? Haha

             I mean , I know I'm still young to think or deal about this 'marry' or 'getting marry' thingy . But, I like the idea and look forward to how my wedding gonna be like ? or who is the luckiest girl on the Earth is going to be my one and only wife ? or How long my marriage will last ? and more
Naa aaa, Please don't judge me just yet . How bout you ? Do you ever think the same way as I do ?
There's a video that attract my attention and also one of the term of 'Marry' that one day I shall hold
to.

Which is.......

#Marriage that lasts a lifetime

Watch the Video below XD



Finish watching ? Now. Tell me what did you gained from watching that video ?

I like the idea and I'm kinda envy to those couples in there showing 'how long they have been together' with their manila card , piece of paper and more. They also seem happy in there and really look so real . Now that's my ideal of marriage one day . I want to be with my love for the rest of my life ( Geezz If that really happen ) . I'm also want to be loyal and 'TRUE' to my marriage one day because i just want my marriage to lasts for a lifetime .

Well, I guess that all

Write soon XD

I think I know what to do XD

First of all, I want to say "Thank you " to the Internet (Not you) because he(The Internet) is the reason for me to share my story with a single click .

Okay .. Now as for you (Happy Now ?)

I wanna say thank you too for spending your time reading this lol ( I really mean it hehe)

       Last Wednesday , it was a day I've received my result throughout my first semester . Well, i'm sure you know what it feels like right ? I was pretty nervous (That's normal tho) and yet i still have time to make others people laugh . Literally , I was joking about the exam result and what's goin to be . Will it be good ? Excellent ? Awesome ? Freaky awesome ? . I'm the one who took the result .So, I'm the one who knows . I was pretty appreciated tho because I was able to perform better than my last result (Mid-Term Exam) . Somehow , I've got something else in mind.

#I Envy you so much but yet I don't .

           This typical feeling of mine always there to disturb my mind and internal well-being . I'm not that jealous alright , but yet I feel like there's something beside that . How should I conceal it ? hmmm. Let me see, my ears burn so much every time I hear people talk about their study performances and how they succeeded . And also how happy their life seem like to me . But, it does sound like I was in big major of jealousy here . No offence . It's still no . Well, I guess a little bit. 

           But then as I was scrolling my Facebook News feed , there was a post that grab my attention 

(The Big One ) . It's was totally related to me and based on my situation I was facing . According to that post , it said " Why you complaint about your result so much and still not realize it was your own mistake and it was you own doing . So why complaint others ?" 

Geez ... Ouchhh there goes my heart . It's struck so bad to my chest . The person who posted it was a girl tho ( No wonder my teacher always say girl are more mature than  boy ). She literally post about it and my assumption was " I bet someone was not satisfied with their result " . So , I did a background check on her and waaa laaa I've found out that she went to the same school with me. and I was like " No wonder , it explain everything " . At that moment , I've realized something . It was indeed my fault . I'm the one who did everything to myself . I'm the one who caused it from the beginning . and I'm sorry for that . Maybe envying towards other would not gonna solve it , I think I should change myself to be better for good . 

#How they do it 

           I always ask myself , how do they do it ? My friend and my teacher and my parents , and my aunties and my other someone like that told me it was because of their own Effort . Wait , when the last time I ever notice people put their effort on their studies ? Oh yeah.. I was busy making people laugh no wonder . Sometimes , if I asked this kind of question , I always get the same thing in return . I knew what they goin to say and the answer I was goin to get . Somehow , I feel inside of my soul was not in fire . Still feel unmotivated in some other ways. That scare me . People always said " seeing is believing" . It was true tho. I saw the success on my vary eyes , I admit I saw their big huge effort towards it and they deserve it , no question . It still upsetting to me tho hahaha 

(be serious Glen XD )

# I'm Sorry 

           No matter how much I hate a person is. I always come back to ask myself what's the point of "Hating them so much ?" . Pointless yoo . I ain't got time for that . I think , it's better to think your enemies as your friend ( I know i know, 'Friend' is a strong word) because basically one day we will need each other hahaha <----- I made that one up XD . The point is, our life is too short to hate others  , why not spend your time for something beneficial to you and your future . That all I can say . 

Remember , don't ever step on a guy's foot ( just do what I say XD )