Marriages

             Do you ever wonder that one day you will find your soul mate and go dating , and then get into relationship and then get marry ? Even though I am not one of the person who are in relationships .But , I can see my ideal type of .. no no.. I mean the characteristic .. no wait.. hmm .. I got it! what my term of 'Marry' one day . Does it sounds clear ? Haha

             I mean , I know I'm still young to think or deal about this 'marry' or 'getting marry' thingy . But, I like the idea and look forward to how my wedding gonna be like ? or who is the luckiest girl on the Earth is going to be my one and only wife ? or How long my marriage will last ? and more
Naa aaa, Please don't judge me just yet . How bout you ? Do you ever think the same way as I do ?
There's a video that attract my attention and also one of the term of 'Marry' that one day I shall hold
to.

Which is.......

#Marriage that lasts a lifetime

Watch the Video below XD



Finish watching ? Now. Tell me what did you gained from watching that video ?

I like the idea and I'm kinda envy to those couples in there showing 'how long they have been together' with their manila card , piece of paper and more. They also seem happy in there and really look so real . Now that's my ideal of marriage one day . I want to be with my love for the rest of my life ( Geezz If that really happen ) . I'm also want to be loyal and 'TRUE' to my marriage one day because i just want my marriage to lasts for a lifetime .

Well, I guess that all

Write soon XD

I think I know what to do XD

First of all, I want to say "Thank you " to the Internet (Not you) because he(The Internet) is the reason for me to share my story with a single click .

Okay .. Now as for you (Happy Now ?)

I wanna say thank you too for spending your time reading this lol ( I really mean it hehe)

       Last Wednesday , it was a day I've received my result throughout my first semester . Well, i'm sure you know what it feels like right ? I was pretty nervous (That's normal tho) and yet i still have time to make others people laugh . Literally , I was joking about the exam result and what's goin to be . Will it be good ? Excellent ? Awesome ? Freaky awesome ? . I'm the one who took the result .So, I'm the one who knows . I was pretty appreciated tho because I was able to perform better than my last result (Mid-Term Exam) . Somehow , I've got something else in mind.

#I Envy you so much but yet I don't .

           This typical feeling of mine always there to disturb my mind and internal well-being . I'm not that jealous alright , but yet I feel like there's something beside that . How should I conceal it ? hmmm. Let me see, my ears burn so much every time I hear people talk about their study performances and how they succeeded . And also how happy their life seem like to me . But, it does sound like I was in big major of jealousy here . No offence . It's still no . Well, I guess a little bit. 

           But then as I was scrolling my Facebook News feed , there was a post that grab my attention 

(The Big One ) . It's was totally related to me and based on my situation I was facing . According to that post , it said " Why you complaint about your result so much and still not realize it was your own mistake and it was you own doing . So why complaint others ?" 

Geez ... Ouchhh there goes my heart . It's struck so bad to my chest . The person who posted it was a girl tho ( No wonder my teacher always say girl are more mature than  boy ). She literally post about it and my assumption was " I bet someone was not satisfied with their result " . So , I did a background check on her and waaa laaa I've found out that she went to the same school with me. and I was like " No wonder , it explain everything " . At that moment , I've realized something . It was indeed my fault . I'm the one who did everything to myself . I'm the one who caused it from the beginning . and I'm sorry for that . Maybe envying towards other would not gonna solve it , I think I should change myself to be better for good . 

#How they do it 

           I always ask myself , how do they do it ? My friend and my teacher and my parents , and my aunties and my other someone like that told me it was because of their own Effort . Wait , when the last time I ever notice people put their effort on their studies ? Oh yeah.. I was busy making people laugh no wonder . Sometimes , if I asked this kind of question , I always get the same thing in return . I knew what they goin to say and the answer I was goin to get . Somehow , I feel inside of my soul was not in fire . Still feel unmotivated in some other ways. That scare me . People always said " seeing is believing" . It was true tho. I saw the success on my vary eyes , I admit I saw their big huge effort towards it and they deserve it , no question . It still upsetting to me tho hahaha 

(be serious Glen XD )

# I'm Sorry 

           No matter how much I hate a person is. I always come back to ask myself what's the point of "Hating them so much ?" . Pointless yoo . I ain't got time for that . I think , it's better to think your enemies as your friend ( I know i know, 'Friend' is a strong word) because basically one day we will need each other hahaha <----- I made that one up XD . The point is, our life is too short to hate others  , why not spend your time for something beneficial to you and your future . That all I can say . 

Remember , don't ever step on a guy's foot ( just do what I say XD )